This is my very first post on this new platform, and I’m excited to share this journey with you. Let me tell you a bit about what you can expect from this space.

Sometimes I write in English, but since Chinese is always my mother language and I started to learn English systematically at middle school, forgive my mistakes.

What This Blog Is About

This blog is my digital garden where I’ll be sharing:

• Technical insights from my development journey
• Learning experiences and lessons learned
• Project showcases and code experiments
• Thoughts and reflections on technology and life
• Tutorials and guides that might help fellow developers

My Background

I’m a passionate developer who loves to explore new technologies and share knowledge with the community. Whether you’re a beginner just starting out or an experienced developer, I hope you’ll find something valuable here.

Starts as a tech and handcraft lover, I had my first building experience at a very young age, a hand-made attachable cardboard slide with design at the junction, which, at that stage, does nothing to do with electric, and just child’s toy combined with my little sense of architecture.

While during the first year of my college, I started to get involved in electric and embedded system development. And build some open-source project on platforms like github and jialichuang.

The third year in college is when I’m exposed to artificial intelligence and get very interested to it, it’s why I chose to concentrate on robotics and join SII to do further research. I’m now a researcher in embodied intelligence and doing research on VLA(Vision Language Action model), feel free to contact me!

Let’s Connect

I’d love to hear from you! Feel free to reach out if you have:

• Questions about any of the topics I cover
• Suggestions for future blog posts
• Just want to say hello and share your own experiences

You can find me on GitHub, Twitter, or just leave a comment below.

Thank You

Thank you for taking the time to read this introduction. I’m looking forward to sharing this journey with you and building a community of learners and builders.

Stay curious, keep coding, and happy reading! ✨

What topics would you like me to cover in future posts? Let me know in the comments below!

被压抑的写作欲望

时常感觉到进入大学以来自己的写作欲望在被压抑。其实不全怪时间，很多时候我有时间去写作，只是写作不再成为一种生活习惯，不再像高中那样stand the position to be almost the only way I can relax myself。

在高中的时候，对于我而言，排解郁闷、孤单、压力的一个方式就是躲到图书馆里，坐在一个“阴暗潮湿的”角落，开始回忆、感受、书写，填满我日记的一页页纸。我过于依赖我的日记、我的书写、我的感受，以至于每次感觉坚持不下去想要呐喊、哭泣、放弃的时候，我都会“发动写日记技能”来获得一点能量值。而在走出图书馆的时候获得一身轻松和一些正义感、使命感。

被压抑的写作欲望还在于纸质书写不再流行，电子稿在写作速度、存储、传播的方便程度等方面都完胜纸质写作。在我看来，纸质写作因为它的物质属性而更加私密，更加personal，比如不容易传播，携有个人的字迹、笔力特征等等。或许这是为什么在进入大学之后，我更少地去记录自己的情感，并感到没有地方可以发泄的一个原因。

当进入大四以来，创业、毕设、提前进入课题组做科研等等事情的压力开始堆积时，我常常感到无法静下心来，花一整天的时间读文献、写代码，我会觉得在一天终了的时候的状态是空空如也的脑袋和疲惫的身体，这会让我感到挫败，meaningless。或许我们总是需要一些输出，在一路上留下一些里程碑，我们才拥有前进的动力，我们才在持续的认识自己。我们才意识到这一点，我们的思想是有价值的，我们记录，书写，过去的每一天都不止是过去式，它在未来被反反复复的以另一种方式呈现，虚无的东西得到了物化，成为自己的一件作品。

所以我开始写blog，或许也是想找回一点曾有的字斟句酌的快感。

当阅读不再成为一种习惯

我曾经沉迷于西方的神话、抽象的叙事，神秘的意象。我在午休阅读时间学到这些，又在往返食堂的路上回想、联系诡谲的虚构场景和现实。曾经在紧迫的学习生活中寻找宁静的方式是例行阅读。在我看来午休起到一个反作用，醒来之后反而会更加疲累，并且消磨掉一些受刑的意志。所以进化掉午休时间，选择在场景安静下来的时候看一篇诡谲的虚构故事成为一个惯例。

我就是在这里走进恐龙世界，流沙的意象，与追忆似水年华的短篇产生共鸣，迷恋上加缪和阿尔及尔之夏…

步入大学之后，我再也没有这样的午后，我的书籍在宿舍的架子上成了摆设，被灰尘栖宿，和乱七八糟的实验报告、纸质文档交错堆叠在一起。这种最原始的生活方式，在高中几乎无法接触电子产品的时候寻求peace的唯一方式，现在仔细想来，或许反而才是于我而言更适合的。